i just need you to know…..

since you wont open up and tell me everything…then i’ll go first, i miss you.. you hugs your touches your smell and your love, your not on much and when you are its a fight and you leave, i feel unloved avoided and not trusted…i apologized and still can not say im sorry enough…I made a mistake and i;ll man up and admit it….i just want us back, i dont want the fights to dont want to feel hated …i want you to be on more i want you to tell me things again i just want you to tell me stuff again and stopp hidding and runnign away..i’ve NEVER given you a reason to not open up to me…..i just want us back bunny….it hurts me so bad knowing i hurt you when i NEVER meant for that to happen….your my world and if you havent seen it yet or realized it then idk what else i can do other than come to you & take you away from your world of pain…and you know if i could do that for you i would in a heartbeat baby..i love you so damn much and i have no idea when your going to be on again…and that makes me sad….because i want a day to talk things out…i want us back….and having us back is finding the reason why we wanted to be together…the love is there babe we just need to be together for longer than an hour and talk things out…your my bunny and no one can replace you in my heart…i just wish you could see that and come back to me…

your the reason in still around in this world..you give me a reason to wake up each day and fight for what i want in life…you’ve helped me reach so many goals…don’t leave me now baby <3

@WhisperLucifer_

to the people harassing @WhisperLucifer_ why dont you fuck off and pull your heads out of  well i would say TH’s asses but we all know by know that the g’s clearly are NO longer a part of the band and that the twins are the ONLY two people in Tokio Hotel anymore…so anyway why dont you fucking psycho girls pull your heads out of the twins asses and fuck off..they DONT care if you throw a party for them because they DONT know you exist…why waste your money on people who could care  less if you died?? hm?? oh yes that makes me want to sell my car and throw a GIANT party now..wooo ….whatever you all need to grow up and leave her alone..she says the truth and you fuckers  need to realize it -.-

A much needed TH Rant

** Keep in mind i  love the band..i love the guys and i love the music, i just hit my wall of the way people act over everything**

Where can I really begin?? Well I can start by saying how I’m NOT the least bit surprised with how the TH fandom has acted…the boys changed…they don’t really have girlfriends….bill’s different…bill’s gay…but that’s old news you guys will forever create rumors about the boys and the people they get close to…they will always be petty and either create hate pages for their girlfriends or threaten their loved ones and you will forever continue to love the band based 100% on their looks and not their music no matter how much you say I’m wrong….same story new day…

Here’s my thing and I will cover it in 4 ways :

RUMORS

I mean really tom’s dead…bill’s now gay Georg is STILL lying about having a girlfriend and Gustav can’t get a girl…. Do  you guys have no life?? Really why …just can one person tell me why the private life of the boys should be put out there for the world to see? They can’t so shit now and you still want more?

Georg doesn’t want you knowing her name..Why???

 Because you all have issues and need a new name for all the hate pages I’ve seen..He DOESN’T want you stalking her or threatening her..So move on girls he’s taken..Be happy for him that’s what you should be HAPPY FOR THEM WHEN THEY ARE HAPPY.

Tom..Really tom’s dead…were  you THAT bored? That’s just wrong you could have been WAY more creative…seriously and about that picture..I hope he found someone….he deserves it… but come one next time you need a rumor..Really think it through because you …whoever started that needs to open your front door and experience the outside world and sorry if TH turned you down or you’re an angry person but ..You need to get out or get laid.

Bill….I love bill yes he’s beautiful and has a crazy sense of fashion that would be considered “gay” ( NO I’m NOT calling bill gay) but whatever I mean even IF that rumor was true which I don’t believe it was ….if that is what bill wants…shouldn’t  you as fans back him up and support him? Fuck if he would have seen half of the shit that was…sorry IS said about him and his looks ..They would ALL be sickened…whether he loves the dick or the vagina..As long as he is happy…cheer him the fuck on.

Gustav…why can’t he get a girl?? So he’s slightly chubby big deal…..again..Dear crazy fan girls just because YOU are NOT the one that the guys love..That DOESN’T give you a right to say stupid shit and insult them…that DOESN’T make you a fan…that makes you a girl that saw their picture and wet  your panties because you thought they were hot… which leads me to my next part of my rant against people…

 

Looks meaning more

When you can’t even tell me the names of the 4 members or you can’t name one song and insist that Georg and Gustav are backup to the twins…you need to take a step back  before I slap you….

I’ve started to see a trend in the newer fans for Tokio hotel as well as from a few old fans I’ve known…when bill changed his look….dear god I thought the world was going to end….why does a hairstyle matter?? I admit the boys are very attractive, and hell if I wasn’t already a fan and saw their faces flash across the T.V I would totally look into them more ..But I would at least try and know about the band…because you WILL catch a beat down.. OH and before I forget  SO FUCKING WHAT if bill was seen at a steakhouse or with cigarettes if he wants to smoke let him if he wants to go to a steak house..Guess what you DON’T own him he can go where he wants and do what he wants he’s a big boy guys… if he wants meat he wants meat if he wants the carrots them give him the fucking carrots…it’s never good enough for you guys he’s either too skinny or ..Oh shit bills getting fat ….pick one and stick to it..Actually no one cares what you pick so be happy he’s fucking healthy let’s stay with that…

Petty hate sites

Quickest part ever….get over it…if they are taken they are taken…just because you didn’t make the cut doesn’t mean you should hate the ones that did…be happy be supportive and move on with you sad little lives…

My favorite TH marketing and how they are ruining the band

 I blame marketing 100% for the fact that the g’s are viewed as backup and I blame them for the twins not being able to have a simple private life….the twins looks are what sells..Yes I understand that but with the way things are going I wouldn’t be surprised if Tokio Hotel calls it quits..And the reason being the G’s were sick of the treatment they are getting… and you can say I’m wrong I don’t care it’s my opinion and what I’ve seen the twins heads are expanding and they don’t even care if the g’s are there or not…I mean come  one when  you say that Tokio Hotel is going to be somewhere and only the twins show…THERE is you sign loves…live with it…I HATE the marketing team as well as part of their management..it’s their fault 1000&% that the twins can’t take a shit without someone knowing…its annoying and  they need to go back to school or something…this band has so much talent and so much to give to the world and they are being held back…I understand that they are from Germany and that its only “fair” that they get a 3 month  tour but you need to make it big in the states music wise if  you want to continue to grow and succeed ..You also need to get to the other countries and do something…I get the Europe thing..But expand ..Seriously  because I’m sick of it plus wtf with some of the German fans I know..Stop bitching you guys got a 3 month tour and we got 2 signings..Stop being greedy…..just ugh I’m not going any farther into THAT part because people WILL hate me..

 Seriously though you all need to remember the real reason why you decided to love this band…the music and they way it makes you feel…the guys changed….I don’t love how they changed but I can deal with it..Just like you all should….stop spreading rumors stop being petty and start being supportive not only to the band but to each other…..because the last time I checked this isn’t a fandom ….

But on a side note  I call things how I see them and this is what I see from the boys…. Georg & Gustav deserve WAY more respect from the twins then they have been getting. There is only so much you can take before you just need to walk away…and I can’t see Tokio Hotel lasting much longer with the way the twins have been acting lately..I don’t care if they are turning 21 soon..big deal everyone turns 21…also the Tokio hotel management & marketing staff need to catch a beat down for ruining the band..They need to get the guys and I mean ALL 4 of the guys back into the game..They are losing way too many fans.. They need to tour everywhere not just Europe..They need to get their fan base back…because they won’t be around much longer..And you can hate me for it …that’s fine but you can’t tell me you don’t agree with me in some way…..oh and for those who think i WOULD’T say this to their faces..your wrong <3

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how fucking sad is it…..

that every day since we or should i say my dad bought this NHL hockey game for the xbox that it causes a family fight….my dad when he wins walks around all cocky and for the next 3 hours we have to hear about how amazing he is at the game…..and if he loses we have to hear about how we cheat for 3 hours… so to avoid it i put up with a game against him tonight….he lost ..he got pissy..so he wanted to play against the computer so we let him ..i decided to update my i pod …but the problem..its synced to a different computer…so as im uploading my cd my younger sister comes out yells at me and makes my dad get madder..so i apologize…come to my laptop and she follows…and about a good 5 minutes later all because my sister said ” was it necessary to push the buttons that hard….he throws the remote  & to make the story short…he freaked out on everyone and my mom is crying…i seriously cant handle it..its  a fucking game its ridiculous..i mean does anyone else have family fights over a game?? its like i have two sisters 26 & 16 and two paretns both age 10…thats what it feels like…and they wonder why im ALWAYS stressed -.-

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